Showing posts from August, 2018

Morning by Morning

I know that you know what its like to feel like you failed, or are failing.

Don’t we all?
This morning I woke up in a bad mood. I wasn’t ready to wake up when my daughter needed me to, but I rolled out of bed, fed her, changed her diaper, got her dressed, and left her room and walked into the living room. Time to start the day. My husband walked out of the room shortly after I got up, and asked me if I wanted to go back to bed. I did. About 45 minutes later I entered the living room again only to speak to John Zachary harshly and say some things that I knew were hurtful. What was I thinking? As soon as my daughter saw me she wanted to be held, crying until I picked her up. “I’m just not ready for this today.” I thought.
Throughout the morning I continued to speak harshly to my husband and I couldn’t shake being frustrated with my daughter who would scream every time I put her on the ground. When Juniper finally went down for a nap around 9:00 I made myself my long awaited cup of co…